Everyone else is down, I can’t muster an emotion

At work today, everyone else was down and expected me to be as well. I just couldn’t muster any – Mondays are bad after a sick weekend – my sleep is all screwed, my voice is gone (not much talking after most of the weekend in bed), and if the sickness is still around, well, there you go.

So, not much interaction, we all went to lunch, and I just pretty much sat there. Someone asked me about the goings on, and I was just like “Meh.” Nothing personal, but I’m shut down.

Yoga was good – it was a welcome escape from work expectations. But I kept on thinking of things I could do – had to focus on breathing.

And afterwards, found a Depeche Mode playlist on youtube and just finally got an emotion – happy! Supposed to be sad, but they always cheer me up. By the way, I also love Goth Electro: Tribute to Depeche Mode. I guess on youtube: Goth Electro Tribute to Depeche Mode (youtube)

Started to get silly, so on to Rag’n’Bone Man – Human (Official Video).

And finally Gotye – Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) – official video.

The Gotye song is simply one that has come up along the way.

Anyway, music, it does a body good!

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